July 2011
67 posts
June 2011
58 posts
9983.) Telling you how I feel is scary. Not because I don't want to feel the way I do. That's not it at all. It's scary because I'm afraid my feelings might just scare you, too.
And summer brings a new chapter;
I am being given the opportunity to put myself out there, start over, and introduce myself to someone in a whole new way. Unfortunately, I’m having doubts.
How am I supposed to forget him? He’s broken me, almost to the point where I wanted to sleep and never wake up. Then, there are other times where he lifts me to the point where I want to be with him for as long as I possibly can. That feeling of lust has never left my gut, and before I even begin a relationship with anyone, I’m going to have to tell him how I feel. What if there was something there and I never knew? I can’t possibly bear missing out on the one thing I’ve waited for.
Something huge is coming my way, I can feel it. I’m at peace, but don’t I deserve happiness? I hope it finally comes to me, and in the form of that boy I long for.
LMFAO Party Rock Anthem Lyrics
Party Rock Anthem by LMFAO
9808.) I hate having that last spark of hope that makes me think that maybe, just maybe, he'll call me and tell me he loves me. I know we've gone through too much for him to just forget about me.
Day 14 - A list of things you want to do before you die.
- Explore Korea.
- See an Eminem concert.
- Go to a Dr. Phil taping.
- Visit the biggest aquarium in the world.
- Drive cross country.
- Become a journalist.
- Get married, have kids!?
Has this happened to you?
You meet someone unexpectedly, and having no clue how much they’d mean to you in the future. How the path of two strangers crossed, and how it has changed and affected your life so much. And how an accidental clash of worlds, was the most beautiful thing that could possibly ever happened to you? Well, it has happened to me.
